*Laugh ..why i always care for someone feeling , when they down i feel sad
n try to do something to make it better ..not even care for my own feeling *hiding it is the best thing*
although at the end i already knew the result if "that problem solved" i dun get anything for reply ...
LOL poor my self !! .........

but Got Present From GOD
^ __________ ^



*___________ * Hes coming here !! ADAMMMM ( i have been so crazee about him this few months XDD ) n regret didn get the ticket con last year,,,cant see the F1 SG GP too when he gonna perf hoping someone dragg them to here ,.........and my wish come truee he will come here .........!!!!

ITS GOOD TO DISTRAC MY NERVOUSNESS WAITING SMAP OFFICIAL CON SCHEDULEE *they want to kill me TT

but this is a gift or u added more trouble to me God? LOL u know what in my head this few dayss ,i keep thinking money money money n budget !! ........now i have split n thinking about how can i buy the ticket con in 2 weeks n if i get the ticket toooooooooooooo !!!

btw the concert date is  oct too ......* ________ *
u will find the way for me right? XDD

UGH i really want want want to see him singing Move Like a jagger


if Only i can see him with blakee XDD

the concert scedule is out [ ROUGHLY ] not detail yet
thinking thinking thinking ........

Looks here : http://yfrog.com/ki7dxonj

from Dashling ( SCS ).........

Fukuoka - late August
Osaka - late August to early September
Nagoya - mid-September
Tokyo - late September to early October
Sapporo - late December

(thanks to Dashling)

@ __________ @ why today when i spent alot money this announce out XDD kindda slap my face

This is Not Summer Concert GUYSS !! OCT ? and the FINAL issss DEC -- SAPPOROOO
OMG i really want FINAL CON ... and snowy?maybe hehehe i always dreaming n jelous why smap didn has con in dec ( wanna try snow n Xmas feel ^ __ ^ )

DOISHIOOOO?????
osaka? -- like my wish AGT n SEPT
TOKYO SEPT - oct mm my last year trip also oct XD
Nagoya n Fukuoka are more smaller i heard

i must wake up early n work tommorow but how can i sleeep ajsjkajjskajjskajksjak ---> when in here almost everyone got long holliday .......

saw this preview in today SXS
but for next weeek? SXS Sp TOKYO SKY TREEE ??? new tower in Japan - TOKYO

-- mitaiii .......... their reaction just LOL LOL ...........
(Found many pics in twitter )

(c)  @405smasariho

TakuGoro hahaha capt so happy can tease gorochan ,,,hes so afraid of height !!

(c) Rikokai

after watched 120512 Sky Tree no Miryoku Subete Misemasu ..WAAAA SUGOiiiiiiiiiiii ...the insideeee ...and their theme white n blue *so perfect with sakasama theme ^ ___ ^
at the end they playing movie in glass of  1 Tall building ( behind tokyo sky tree ) ......playing about sky tree tower with sakasama sora BGM !! 

i saw this tower too last year but not yet opened !! located in ASAKUSA
My pic with tokyo sky tree XDD

My portable Bat "broken" just bought it 1-2 months ago plus my Real Bat phone is sucks [ hate to spend money for this again ] --> stupid phone!!
My sandal shoes too .....after "touring two mall today" with friends XD Yokata suddenly my parents "pick up" when i wanna go home and today was my 1st time wearing it again after 2 years ago ( my 1st SG trip with smappies ) -> Like this sandal btw TT

the most hated is MU LOST FROM CITY ........T ________ T wont said congrats i dun care XDD i hate losing
but i knew they will lose coz their stupidnesssss ......i hate u too MU ( well for now hehe ) ,Lose from other team is OKEY ...But Not them ..NOISY neighbour !!! --> .
its better my fanatic to football not worst then 10 years ago maybe  (thanks to fandoming) --. imagine i will so GLOOMY for so long coz of this thing ,,,,,,,,,,
Captain i really know That feeeling "Hate to Lose"

btw i bought 2 OL clothes ,,,1 lil too big 1 lil too small * ___ * wasting money again
n i still like buying OL clothes * __________*

ugh such BAD LUCK !!!

hoping a good luck n news for tommorow , May 14 is the con date announce
more closer more nervous,*wish me Luck *

ADDED:
my desire
Iphone application "smap gift" n kimurakun now has blog in Jweb smap corner too? only in iphone n android (but android i heard only for japan location?)
This is cute their pic will POP UP ^ ___ ^ maybe the app will show up again today may 14


(c) weibo

Oyasumi ................

EXCITEEEEEEEEEED !!

what im waiting for since i made up my mind for this
not yet official ---> maybe in 14 May
the moment i read the news in CS ---> OMG shaking XDD

Concert ,natsu con will be start maybe in Agustus
smap annie in sept so they will hold con of sure in that date?i hope
i already prepare for this ^ ___ ^ so i only wait for the Exact DATE
and how im gonna tell my parents XDD planning to hide from them for now

being dreaming to watch their con , i said before i will watch their 20 annie con
but last year i cant ....and surprised they didn "real"held a Con tour
and this year is the time ...and suddenly i get "gift" ..perfect time ^^ thanks GOD

5 dome , Tokyo osaka nagoya fukuoka Sapporo (maybe 2 more)
i really wanna try Tokyo Dome usually Final show?( not too hot again the weather )
they said smap tokyo dome is a must to see !! but the place too big n chance to get ticket so small
for non member T ________ T ( any info for it? )
let see ..............
but whatever ...anyplace as long as i can watch it
.........

a nice friend already offering "help" to me *but depend the date n the place
must in osaka in certain date --> i dun mind since i wanna go to Kyoto again

Sharing SMAP new BOOKLET -- Grab it in 7-11 ( there concert announce inside i heard ^^ )
release in May 14 ( but some store already put it )
SUMMER GIFT



others pic solo member go to here : http://p.twipple.jp/user/jueru56
all pic credit to Jueru56 twitter

btw this morn read news from my friends that SMAP ( all of them *OMG ^ ___ ^ ) the went to GAGA CONCERT LAST NIGHT !!  ---> HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!

*need to stalk twitter 1st now XDD

got better mood after watch perf from the Voice 2 finalist ...im curious whos gonna win tommorow ^ __ ^
and i cant stop watching This Girl perfomance

Juliet sims from team ce-lo ( as much as i lovee uuu ADAM but i choose Juliet this season XDDD )
ROCK - UNIQUE STYLEE , shes perfect joint Ce-LO team coz they are weird hihi still auwsome girl

My fav ( the one make me stuck on her ) after she singing this song

CRYIN

Its a Man world

ROXANNE

at the final she singing FREEBIRD --- she sicks that time but still ......eventhough her voice heard not powerfull like usuall
*sigh bad time to sicks *

Today my mood down from the hills hehe feel like everyone i knew is so annoying --> hated with no reason
PMS PMS PMS *headdesk! so better im dissapear whole day or i will hurt someone like i did few days ago with my bitchy mouth !!

...btw I watch Kurobara ( rare i watch this show without subs ) but coz my friends telling me about momusu vs fairies n i dunno why i wanna watch it since not fans of this girlgroup yeah nakaikun still the big reason ...i always skip2 n find the interesting part too ^ ___ ^ i though this week ep will be the 2nd part of it but i see this .........

crossdressing....hes change to this kawai pretty woman
* __________ * OMG ( i knew he will be so pretty if dressing like woman) sp his small body n ehem legs ....... salute to the make up artist too ^^



n he likes to change his expression to become more soft * ___ * although he embarrassed ......


and the Group .........


proffesional is proffesional ............

Found the Vid ^ ___ ^

Loveeee the song n the Videeeo ^ ___ ^

thanks Fairylotta1

sarachan81  thanks for the lyric ^^

GORO

With my love, with my heart いつもと違う 
With my love, with my heart Itsumo to chigau

It's the past 季節を抱いて
It's the past Kisetsu wo daite

In your eyes, in your sight 風のない夜 触れた孤独
In your eyes, in your sight Kaze no nai yoru fureta kodoku

TSU

Just like that, in my arms わずかに残る 
Just like that, in my arms Wasuka ni nokoru

It's the last 朝焼けの鼓動 
It's the last Asayake no kodou

In your eyes, in your sight 過ごした日々が遠く揺れる
In your eyes, in your sight Sugoshita hibi ga tooku yureru

NAKAI

Forever you... Feel all right 願う 想い
Forever you... Feel all right Negau omoi

Wishin' your love, Feel all right 探した夢
Wishin' your love, Feel all right Sagashita yume

Forever you... Feel all right どんな道も きっとかなうはず
Forever you... Feel all right Donna michi mo kitto kanau hazu

KIMURA

Keep my love
I need your love 時を止め
Keep my love
I need your love Toki wo tome

Keep my love
I feel your love キミのそばへ
Keep my love
I feel your love Kimi no soba he

Keep my love
I meet your love いつの日か たどり着けるI will keep my love
Keep my love
I meet your love Itsu no hi ka tadoritsukeru I will keep my love

SHINGO

With my life, with my feet たしかに刻む 
With my life, with my feet Tashika ni kizamu

It's the first ぬくもりの意味 
It's the first Nukumori no imi

In your eyes, in your sight 眠らない夢 たったひとつ
In your eyes, in your sight Nemuranai yume tatta hitotsu

KIMURA

Forever you... Feel all right 照らす 願い
Forever you... Feel all right Terasu negai

Shinin' your love, Feel all right 見つけた星
Shinin' your love, Feel all right Mitsuketa hoshi

Forever you... Feel all right どんな空も 明日に続いてる
Forever you... Feel all right Donna sora mo asu ni tsuzuiteru

TSU

Keep my love
I lost your love 永い夜
Keep my love
I lost your love Nagai yoru

Keep my love
I miss your love たとえ遠く
Keep my love
I miss your love Tatoe tooku

Keep my love
I want your love離れても キミに誓う I will keep my love
Keep my love
I want your love Hanarete mo kimi ni chikau I will keep my love 

NAKAI

Keep my love
I need your love 時を止め
Keep my love
I need your love Toki wo tome

Keep my love
I feel your love キミのそばへ
Keep my love
I feel your love Kimi no soba e

Keep my love
I meet your love いつの日か たどり着けると誓う
Keep my love
I meet your love Itsu no hi ka tadoritsukeru to chikau

GORO

Keep my love
I lost your love 永い夜
Keep my love
I lost your love Nagai yoru

Keep my love
I miss your love たとえ遠く
Keep my love
I miss your love Tatoe tooku

Keep my love
I want your love離れても キミに誓う with all my love
Keep my love
I want your love Hanarete mo kimi ni chikau with all my love

SHINGO

Keep my love
I need your love 時を越え
Keep my love
I need your love Toki wo koe

Keep my love
I feel your love キミのそばで
Keep my love
I feel your love Kimi no soba de

Keep my love
I meet your love どんな瞬間も キミのために I will keep my love 
Keep my love
I meet your love Donna toki mo kimi no tame ni I will keep my love

im mellow mood ...hearing this song just perfect ......

LAST NIGHT !! I watch THEM * ____ * one of the GOD of JROCK BAND !!
LARC EN CIEL ........ OH My OH MY ...what an auwsome perfomance
as Concert Lovers im soooo satisfieeed ( i was regret didn grab the Premium or VIP XD to look n watch their live from closee distance must be HEAVEN !! ) ... their 20 annie WORLD TOUR Finally can watch their live con , when the 1st time i knew them? mm 1998? around early 2000 , Stay away, Ready steady Go , Hitomi no  Jyuunin , Honey , Link ...few song i knew and VERY Happy they singing it last night .- admit i didn knew their new song
* ___ * but laruku music is enjoyable




in indonesia the concert held in OUTDOOR coz they choose it , they prefer Outdoor venue than indoor and last night was rain too ,quite worried its gonna big rain ( if looking at the dark sky ) but thanks God it didn hapend ,only in one song ANATA suddenly it rains, but somehow it PERFECT !! with the ballad romantic song ...the audience sing together in the rain
^ _______ ^
my place far far away from stage so i only depen on big screen ...but in last half hour suddenly saw people move ..aree?we can move to premium side hehehe n i run right away to get close to the stage ^^ Yatttaaa finally i can see them ...

i think its a QUALITY SKILL PERFOMANCE + Great Lighting n LED ( so smoooth n CLEAN ) amazeee!! the fireworks too , the sounds system ...Big stage ....!! They really prepare very well for the world tour .......

great skill individu n team work from them ^^ all of them .......great voice from Hydeee ( his sexy typical voice ) and his body movement *GOSH !! hahaha ,this is hydee *like a dream i can see him *  ---> ^^ LOVEE to see his expression when hes singing ...( hes crying in 1 song, forbidden lovers? his eyes like speaking ....* ___ * ) ... i didn catch any diff when  hear his singing liveee n in CD * __ *
i took many Hydee Pic in screen ....cant stop starring at him ...* ___ * so kakoi n pretty ^^




2nd member i admire is YUKIHIRO? the DRUMMER ,,OH MAN!! he never looks tired ...non stop playing that drum with speed beat * ____ * he rare talking ...hide in his big drum ^^


Ken as Guitarist and tetsu as basist ---> Stunning !!! applausss !!

KEN n TETSU are Funny ...they make us laughing with their MC talk ...KEN READ a paperr n read it with Bahasa indonesia / Ind language even slang language ^^ ...
Ken" mantabs!! " ........HYDE pasti Ga ngerti apa yg gw omongin --> hahaha and they play in stage with wayang orang, lil gamelan, suling --> traditional stuff from here ( bought it in pasaraya? XD ) -- CUTEEE !!!
tetsu " hello im suju from korea" ---> haha and he got BOOING from audience ( well not for him of course ^^ ) ..and he give his banana to us ..."sapa mau Jilat lolipop saya?" XDDD
watch here ^^


MORE GOOD PIC DOCUMENTATION HERE :
http://irockumentary.com/concert/larc-en-ciel-live-in-jakarta/

THE FANCAM :
http://www.youtube.com/user/upiel/videos

HUAAAA ...SUPERB CONCERT !! 2 hours perfomance with FUNNY interaction ^^ Love every each member part  .outdoor concert n ROCK BAND LIVE  always Feel different .......n i LOVEE BIG PERFOMANCEE IN BIG STAGE N AUDIENCEE ..THE FEEl!!!

more auwsomee coz i watch it together with smappies n few friends ^ ____ ^ screaming, singing,jumping2 ,laughing together
TANUSKATAAAAA !!
- before the con -

after the con haha


COMEBACK AGAIN NEXT YEAR !! they promise to come !! .......and pray moree JROCK - JPOP band / singer will come ^^

i still cant get over from the coupling song
KEEP MY LOVEE
- sweet song sweet melankolis ballad , eventhough their english * ______ * i barely dun understand what they saying hehe
Lovee leader deep husky voiceee , kimurakun ballad smooth voice ....*bla bla bla * i am abusing my ipod since yesterday
I WISHHH THEY WILL SING THIS SONG ( ES plissssssssssssss )

Sakasama No sora PV is Cutee,like others smappies so Hyper smap really dedicated their time to make a REAL PV
^ ______ ^
when i watch the making , yeah still they shoot few part alone even the Cover jacketo for 7-11 edition ( who i Love )
but i love the making too the chemistry .....even so short they still have fun TOGETHER ^^ happy smappies



i cut the making for my friends ,Not in High quality ( my Vdub back annoying again )
if u wanna watch it --> but Go Buy it still THE BEST ^^
DL PV Making :
http://www.mediafire.com/?kf644rux8l4965b

RIP The CD only the song
http://www.mediafire.com/?v58q4xux98m55f8

THE CD Inside -- BLUE as The Colour of the Sky